i just dunno wat is it ...

i really wanna know wat is it
wat is it tat change my life ? ...
wat is it tat i can't just think right ?
why did i choose the path of being bad
and i am regreting now
all my thinks tat r done can't be change
i'm to totally regreting my punishment
now i wanna get a new life but i can't
y ???
i dunno wat is it that keeps stoping
me from all my doing
i wanna be guai is to hard
y ???
every time i try not to scold vulgar
it can't be done
i can't help it being bad ..
my 1 and oni wish is
v.simple and not much requirement
just get a simple life
have fun playing
be single
have frens that i reali can trust
...
None of those can be done ...
y ?
to much stress ? yes i got to much stress
i gotta think of stuffs and study how can i have a simple life
have fun playing ? i can have fun playing people are always
disturbing me !
have frens i can reali trust THTS EVEN WORST !
i can't trust any1 if i could tell a secret
i couldnt tell any thing tat is v.precious
to me and it couldn't be trust
i tried telling my reali best frens
tat i have a history dat changed me to be
a single for long
but whenever i tell them
those they still disturb me
with those stuff
e.g hey ur lao po
when ever i hear it
it only reminds me about my pass
if i would like some1
its my choice not
any1 else every1
shud agree with their
choices
i can't even agree with my choices
wats rong
with me why why why
and why !!! is my life
so miserable and complicated

i wish my own simple life wud come true !

updating again ?

lots of free time after studying cost lest playing ball now

need qiong my studies finding 1 tutor also lols ?
bored i think i may fail this year cause from
2day till exam i won't be having enough time
to study my subs idk wat to do now
i regretted not paying attention
from now on ...

today after school when up to
joseph house and study
den when down basketball court ?
played for like 2 hours then when back
home bath chat with people in msn
den when eat
watch t.v then now here updating ^_^

gona post b4 sleep (: !~!

today had a good day at school
slept for like 1 hour in class ?
when to recess den end my
fcking boring school ^_^ ?

when to call joseph and ask where him
found out he didn't when school o.o
cause he was sick :P

den play basketball with
benny
joseph
li yun
li ting

b4 tat i made my classroom
door spoil by banging in to it
but my leg up till now still PAIN

den joseph dey all want come my house slack
den play play play
untill like reaching 5
den they go

joseph forget take his watch so i have go home and take
but sadly no 1 was at home
den i when down
telling joseph tat i bring his watch up to his house ltr
so i when playing match
quite bored
tml training ?
wat to do ? ... ? leg still pain haiz...x

gd nite every 1 (:
going to sleep ler

^_^ lalala

v.v.v.v.long time no update
reason to lazy haas i today not lazy so i can update (: !

today was awake at 7.00 when to school late as usual
used to it haas den when to class today mr wong
good mood let us go back b4 om lee come ^_^
den we go back class i 1st thing is sleep
sleep for 2hrs ? cause i very sleepy 0.o
then mr nicolas wake me up for recess LOL !!!!
when for recess was awake for the rest of the day
when home and change into p.e to prepare for
bball cca i when to play match but i'm still tired :P
so slack around till around 4+ the girls bball coach asked
danny for full court match with those non school team bois
and i played along lots of fun but some time a little guai lan
lols the girls quite pro got 1 team almost lose to them haaas ^_^
den at around 6+ i finish playing
was about to when home but b4 that play a few rounds of 2 on 2
me with yong huay
had lots of fun and won
and i ran back to fragrant to see if jbk is still there :P
but found out they when home so i when home to
when home took a good bath and coming back to my computer playing
half way slept too tired and i was sleeping in the chair !
haas then when out watch t.v
and now updating my totally dead blog ? ^_^